Thursday, September 20, 2007

#51 (aka: Boy needs hugs. (Yes, it's an emo post, but it's what I mean when I say "My bio brother's an ignorant ass".))

*I wrote this last night and posted it elsewhere when my bio. brother was being more intolerable and mean than he had been in a long time.*

My bio. brother's being an asshole not just to me now, but to others, as well. He's being utterly disrespectful and cruel to me, and he's being a serious annoyance and general pain in the ass to the rest of my family.
Last week he called me a fag, and blamed it on the fact that when he gets angry or frustrated, he can't control himself. I think that deserves a little attention from a therapist, don't you?
When he calls me those names and says derogatory things to me, though... you all know that it goes much deeper than just being angry or frustrated. And it really hurts to be called those things, even if you say you're immune or jaded to it.

I'll never be jaded to it.

Boy needs hugs.